Sunday, May 29, 2011

Twenty-something Post 3

Cant sleep
Dark
Quiet
Too quiet
Dont trust
Saw someone earlier
Hid
Man
Tall
Appeared laxed
Back turned away
Could hear breathing
Low breaths
Everyone
Looked around
No one
Looked back
He was turned and looking at me
In my direction
Masked
One of Them

White mask
Black lips
Smudged circles around eyes
Xs over each eye
Like all he saw was that symbol
Defining what he is
Who he serves
269
This was 269

He turned away halfway
Examined the arm I dislocated and broke
He knew I was there
Showing off his fixed self
Taunting me
Blood boiled
Suspicion
He lowered his arm
Looked forward
The direction I am heading in
Began walking
Looking back at me
Then faded
Like a ghost
Like Executor
269 might not be just a lackey

I worried he was going to my home
My kin
No though
I have seen him a couple times
Popping up
Never confronting
Just following
Why?
Why are you watching only?

I sit in the woods this night
Unable to sleep
My leg is not infected
Fixed it the last two days
Broke into two houses
Slept in the shed of one
Basement of another
Families that worked
Children that went to school
Bare houses
Cleaned up
Found a charger
Borrowed it
Will mail back in a few days

The Suit didnt return
Hasnt been back since that morning
Isnt this prime time to attack?
Instead I am followed
Executor on the run
GOOD FUCKING RUN!
Is that why?
No
Maybe
Why?

Confused
After effects of drugs
Kicking in
Will feel better soon
Sore now
Pissed off
Keep thinking
Thoughts
Reflections of then
Betrayed
Drowning
Taken
Betrayed
Betrayed
Betrayed
Betrayed

Have to get home
No one is coming
Only watching
No one ever comes
No one ever comes
Like back then
None

Good
Let no one come

I find my way back home
I find my way back home
I can find my way back home

Stay safe

Dont follow
Her swan song will
be like a bullet laced in anger

Soon
Watch
But do not follow
She will bleed your world dry
if she has to
hehe

4 comments:

  1. Are you ok. I am starting to worry about you.

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  2. Shaking
    After effects of drugs maybe
    Maybe Executors message still there
    Maybe tired
    Keep thinking. Is Mystery alright?
    Trying to shake it
    Have to
    Will be ok
    Know where to go now
    Thank you Mr Loon

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  3. Remember, Shady: as deep as someone can go they can never destroy you. They can hurt you. They can change you. But they cannot destroy you.

    Executor may have some skill at what he does, but he is slowly re-imagining himself as something he can't be, and this will be his destruction.

    You are alive. You are pushing through your path, not being dragged by it.

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  4. Thank you
    It cannot drag me
    Got it
    Just trying to move on
    Have to get home
    Thank you Glass Man
    Stay safe

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